cat's out out the bag?


"My Fellow Prisoners," McCain Calls Americans



misspoke or freudian slip?

Cook County Sheriff Suspending Mortgage Foreclosure Evictions


i still have a lot of hope for this country and articles like this make me feel like less of an idiot for it. please pass this around, this is the type of mind state and action people need to realize and do.

Society once suffered from ignorant superstition; today it suffers from ignorant skepticism. When people are confronted with a challenging view, most see only that it differs from their own, and so they dismiss higher truths beyond their recognition as quickly as they would those obvious delusions beneath their threshold of gullibility. Higher knowledge is therefore fringe knowledge because those who pursue it have been alienated to the fringes of society. These fringe truth seekers follow their hearts and open their minds, having placed more importance on the liberation of their souls than the conventions of society.


yesterday was a bit of a reality check for me, there was a lot of prophecy and panic amongst the "nutter" crowd about oct 7th being a "big day".  i could explain the root of the whole phenomenon but it won't be that interesting if you don't follow it.  just know oct 14th is the next supposed "big day".


anyway i've been trying to tune in to my previously suppressed "superstitious" side.  its been a big part of my my shift in world view.  i'm sure many of you have noticed that i seem a bit "crazy".  yesterday though i had a dose of reality too -- there will be many false prophets trying to cash in on the obvious decline of society right now.  

i encourage you all to explore your definitions of reality right now, but beware of the false prophets, because their time is very much heightened right now.  many of their "visions" will not be their fault -- merely their own paranoia and stress and tension manifesting itself into the subconcious.  but we can not rule out that dreams, visions, mean nothing.  they are a reflection of our subconcious.  and that reflection says something about the world itself.  

beware of those trying to exploit the current panic and fear in our society though for profit or attention.  maybe you think i'm one of those people, i will leave it up to you to judge. 

this pirate story is getting pretty strange

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,433764,00.html


and heres a scary one:
http://www.debka.com/headline.php?hid=5638

well you guys may not have seen me in a while but ive been growing my hair out

austin did a nice rendition of my current "look"





you can tell these tough times are starting to wear on me

i'm really glad i decided to start day trading when i did in this simulator
even though its not the same as the real thing, its quite fun / enticing
right now , the market is definitely dying. it feels like being on the final boss of a grand RPG that takes 90 years to complete. we've been through multiple forms and here we are on the final phase, when the battle gets so epic every character throughout the game steps in and does their little piece. your characters are overpowered and overleveled(inflation), every swing doing 9999 damage to the boss.
the market is coming down. its life bar is at like 2% left. and here i am screaming DPS NOW. DPS YOU DAMN SPECULATORS.
GG NO RE. Now someone tell me --- Who's got the loot?

This is what I ask you friends -- WHO SHALL CLAIM THE LOOT OFF OF THE FALLEN BOSS? WHO LOOTS?

If we aren't careful, we are gonna get ninja looted and no one will even bother to report it.

Bailout: Congress Does Something But Not the Right Thing


you guys on the bandwagon yet?

go to you bank account and withdraw some extra cash to keep on hand. take what you can, a few hundred or a few thousand. keep it on hand until this stuff blows over probably by the end of this month. do this TODAY. TODAY. not tomorrow, TODAY.

“These capitalists generally act harmoniously and in concert to fleece the people, and now that they have got into a quarrel with themselves, we are called upon to appropriate the people’s money to settle the quarrel.”
– Abraham Lincoln, speech to Illinois legislature, January 1837



it seems like they really are trying to chill everyone out and coax them into this bail out bill

i think it'd be a pretty good idea to stand up and say no to this one, but it seems this is their strategy: just draw you out and then slowly coherce congress-- and you into cooperation. you cant write letters forever. or faxes, emails. or mutter in your lj. eventually you give up. eventually i give up.

i mean is there any fighting the money masters anyways? you cant say no to billions forever. does integrity ever win in washington? not in almost a hundred years it seems.

would any of you try to put paulson or bernanke on trial?

hell half of this country doesnt even realize bush should be on trial. its hopeless.

watch it go to hell starting today. get prepped for whats next.

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by the way i've heard the real reason for this bill is to bail out foreign investors, like china and other countries. they are pissed about their "bad" debts going "bad". turns out all that fiscal irresponsibility and people losing their homes and not paying their debts back...yea it turns out that affects the whole world. instead of telling the world to eat it, you know we are getting fucked too here, we are going to do this bail out plan and bowdown to our actual global masters. i mean we deserve it anyway right, this country has just plundered its riches. this generation needs to fight for its status back. just don't get suckered in to thinking its all about fighting some other country. it's about removing the corporate masters that run this world.

http://www.webofdebt.com/articles/lincoln_and_paulson.php

or does it seem like "our" generation isnt going to have too big of family units?

http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/europe/article4804157.ece

safe to say its back on right?

just thought this was interesting

http://hnn.us/articles/524.html

i'm not trying to link or connect anything , i just think this is good stuff to get educated about.

Brigade homeland tours start Oct. 1


whats your opinion on this? why is our army touring the homeland?

everything is clicking in place for me right now.

in the last few days, i've had the deepest craziest conversations with some of the closest people to me and even some of the more recent acquaintances. the types of conversations that you walk away mentally drained and exhausted from, only the thing is i walk right into the next conversation with the next person.

i've felt kinda crazy, like i've gone through some type of perspective change or affirmation, and i've been warning everyone before talking to me that i'm kinda in an intense mood right now and to not judge me too much because this will certainly pass. but i get the same response from everyone -- "ben, you seem like you have it more together than ever. i don't think you are being crazy"

and considering the slander and abuse i've been taking this last year, being called everything from insane to an anti-semite, all the way up until climatic arguments i had with people, being called normal is starting to make me go through a very strange shift.

i just want to come back down to earth. this morning i woke up, and i did feel back a bit. now its time to get back to work.

http://rense.com/mindwarstalk.html


please, get past the CIA mind control links (via post ww2 nazi scientists that came to us) and the demolition theories, and just read it for the mind control theory that it talks about. research cognitive dissonance. then circle back and check the facts, via wikipedia on the CIA programs they talk about. this is probably the single most important article i've seen on whats happened to this nation.

if you want to point the finger on who the "THEY" is, i have that material as well. understanding the nature of the trance though is the first step to waking up.


then spread the word. the only time people can wake up is when there is a new trauma (read: the economy) to put them back at a vulnerable state.

if people dont wake up soon, i encourage you to look at what happened in both previous depressions in this nations history..... hint, it includes the letters W, W, and the numbers 1 and 2.